I AM TRYING

 WHY is your face still haunting me?

why do your thoughts, your talks, your laugh, 

still linger within me somewhere?

why can`t I free myself from this torment?

sleeping, smiling, breathing, existing;

why has everything become so hard for me to do?

why are you still the bane of me being whole??

all these WHY`s and I still feel safe and relieved 

that at least somewhere, somehow you still exist with me

and this thought is what I have been trying to live up to...

~sehrish